Feb 17, 2005 05:27
i made it through valentines day without killing anyone. it's miraculous. i came close when a certain asshole next door started having sex loudly at about 6 pm (my god man, at least take her out for dinner first!) but he wasn't blasting his usual shitty rap music, so i decided to cut him some slack. ugh, i can't wait for him to flunk out already.
nothing ever changes in my life, so far this semester is pretty much identical to the last one. everything is the fucking same. i need some huge dramatic change in my life. i hang out with all the same people (not that there is anything wrong with that or with them at all) and i do the same things day after day here, which is essentially nothing.
i need to get more involved with my clubs and go out more so i can meet people. i haven't been here on the weekend for a long time. there are all kinds of parties this weekend, but once again i can't be here because i have all kinds of doctors appointments to go home for.
i think this summer will be very different, i know it's going to change everything. it's going to change my entire life. i can't explain more than that, and nothing is certain, so i'm not going to tell anyone what's going on yet. maybe in like march or april when i know for sure. it's complicated.
i just wish it could be summer now.