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snow day today! this will probably be the only time i can ever say that so please...just let me say it one more time....SNOW DAY! alright.
i'm finished so now you can shoot me, thankyou. it was a relaxing day just hanging out with the bonhomies of mine and talking on the phone for like hours this morning!
i'm sorry if i made anyone mad at me this morning...i truly dont know what i did but if you have anything you want to tell me, please dont hesitate to call, i do care and that is the complete truth.
i cant wait for this week to be over. it has been such a lonely week. it is nice that my other friends are feeling the same way just so we are able to talk about..which we will do all weekend long!
i think it is because instead of trying, we lie back into the solitude of the familaririty of our lives. it makes us feel helpless. that is what is so bothering. we are like the little child who just stands alone in the corner. its the still serenity that riots the heart. yet the old seems to always repeat as the future just spins the same pattern over and over again. .
What i didnt do is everything i wanted to do. i guess there is no use now trying to undue the knot i have unknowingly tied myself. but dont feel sorry for me. you have to analyze your life. what you find might be different than what you thought. we all think we have it bad because we dont know what bad truly is. as long as there is something better out there, no matter how tiny it is, we think our lives are worse than everyone elses. our eyes are blinded by what wonderful lives lie ahead. people dont know how lucky they are.
thats all for now....sorry for the waste of your time.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxox
i'm finished so now you can shoot me, thankyou. it was a relaxing day just hanging out with the bonhomies of mine and talking on the phone for like hours this morning!
i'm sorry if i made anyone mad at me this morning...i truly dont know what i did but if you have anything you want to tell me, please dont hesitate to call, i do care and that is the complete truth.
i cant wait for this week to be over. it has been such a lonely week. it is nice that my other friends are feeling the same way just so we are able to talk about..which we will do all weekend long!
i think it is because instead of trying, we lie back into the solitude of the familaririty of our lives. it makes us feel helpless. that is what is so bothering. we are like the little child who just stands alone in the corner. its the still serenity that riots the heart. yet the old seems to always repeat as the future just spins the same pattern over and over again. .
What i didnt do is everything i wanted to do. i guess there is no use now trying to undue the knot i have unknowingly tied myself. but dont feel sorry for me. you have to analyze your life. what you find might be different than what you thought. we all think we have it bad because we dont know what bad truly is. as long as there is something better out there, no matter how tiny it is, we think our lives are worse than everyone elses. our eyes are blinded by what wonderful lives lie ahead. people dont know how lucky they are.
thats all for now....sorry for the waste of your time.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxox