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[somekindoffear]

yeah so im not sure whats goin on..
i want but i dont know how to pursue
i guessi live up to all my insecurities
do i really have a wooden heart?
do i really not care?
or is it the fact that i hate people getting close to me
why do i seem stuck in life?
i dunno
is there anyone out there that knows me
is there anyone left who can care for me like i would care for them
i guess im just stuck in this rut of hatred
i dunno
sometimes i just wish i would lay down and not wake up for a month
thats all