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why do i make the same mistakes several times over.
in love and lazy. or lazy, not in love.
coercion in and out of potential failures. probably. shrinks like a child when faced with novelty. sometimes it forces growth instead... but not very often.
i'm adaptable. i can stand being alone for a while, but like everybody else, i get lonely. i need love.
at the end of the day, i abandon the dissatisfaction.
whatever held me up since then has atrophied.
in love and lazy. or lazy, not in love.
coercion in and out of potential failures. probably. shrinks like a child when faced with novelty. sometimes it forces growth instead... but not very often.
i'm adaptable. i can stand being alone for a while, but like everybody else, i get lonely. i need love.
at the end of the day, i abandon the dissatisfaction.
whatever held me up since then has atrophied.