ohhhhhhhhheeeeeeeee
i had forgotten about the way, when faced with some sort of loss, the brain just gaps out.
i can stare at something for about 45 seconds before it registers. its like all my brain power is consumed by overcomming this shattering blow to my constructed reality, and so the normal stuff like sleeping, talking, thinking, cooking, etc. just fall through the cracks.
nightmares suck. but i know they go away.
i can stare at something for about 45 seconds before it registers. its like all my brain power is consumed by overcomming this shattering blow to my constructed reality, and so the normal stuff like sleeping, talking, thinking, cooking, etc. just fall through the cracks.
nightmares suck. but i know they go away.