We clinged on like barnacles on a boat, even though the ship sinks you know you cant let go

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I feel like in every attempt I've made at bettering myself along the way, I've let go of things that at once were more than important to me.

but now that everything is gone, what is there to find, where do I move forward?

You know how people say, "it's a small world"
well, it seems like everyone I know is connected, and I personaly want nothing to do with it.

I want to meet someone for once that doesnt know a single soul that I do.
I want to spend time with people who are different than what I know.
But how do you acheieve that when all most people want is the familiar?

I kinda feel like being a hermit. Closing up into my cave, and not sharing myself with anyone.