May 14, 2004 17:06
I feel stoned... lol jkjk im kinda tired?... yeah
well here is the 411
~tuesday- auditioned for my speech and i THOUGHT i did a good job
-Went to Caitlin's house to practice singing the star spangled banner for graduation
-Went to the mall with her to get her graduation dress! fun stuff mon
-Went to Red Robbin with her and had good salad! yay lol
-went home
~Wednesday- tried out for the singing thing with caitlin and katie YAY! THOUGHT i did a good job
~thursday- I found out after B period from cheryl that i didnt make the graduation thing. then i went to check the list then i looked at it then im like... WTF Im not on that effin list!! eff eff eff man!!i looked again AND I STILL WASNT ON IT!! lol i was like the EFFIN SUX!! so i went home and i broke down and cried cuz just i feel kindof lonely right now... My Brookie is moving to effin HAWAII (WHY ARE U DOING THIS TO ME BROOKIE!!!!) and I didnt make graduation speech or song, and my dad is in montana and i miss him a ton. yesterday was the first day that it actually hit me that brookie is moving. I mean i always new it was going to happen but it hit me like a on of brix yesterday. I was like... she is going to be gone... wat am i going to do... so i was having a break down.
then today in engllish alyssa and i memorized like 15 lines of the poem!! I HATe MRS EGLESTON!! she is a bitch!!
MUCH LOVE YO ~ELLE JAY~