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The guys won their big game today against shawnee! it's really exciting. i just got back from a party at mike feldbergs. (not so much). this week has been good so far. nothing too exciting. except i got a 96 on a history test. that was nice.
i do this to myself over and over again. i put other people before myself and i sacrifice my happiness for theirs. i compromise my morals and my preferences, for them. maybe it's because i'm scared, or maybe it's because it's what i do all the time and i just don't know any better. whatever reason it is that i do this, i've got to learn. my happiness should come first once in a while. and overall, this is not making me happy.
my biggest fault has been that i trust people too easily. i learned from that, and now i don't trust many people at all. the worst thing is, i don't trust the most important person in the world to me. and if i can't trust him, what else is there?
i do this to myself over and over again. i put other people before myself and i sacrifice my happiness for theirs. i compromise my morals and my preferences, for them. maybe it's because i'm scared, or maybe it's because it's what i do all the time and i just don't know any better. whatever reason it is that i do this, i've got to learn. my happiness should come first once in a while. and overall, this is not making me happy.
my biggest fault has been that i trust people too easily. i learned from that, and now i don't trust many people at all. the worst thing is, i don't trust the most important person in the world to me. and if i can't trust him, what else is there?