Would I Have The - strength at all?
Welp...what happened since the last time I wrote? A lot.
Dan and I had a wonderful time Friday/Saturday and then Sunday when I saw him too. Everyone we ran into , like people I knew were like "You two are too hot together." It was cute. hehe My mom likes him too , they got introduced on Sunday...
After we won the Mid-York Winter Guard SA2 Class. yeah...we won gold baby. lol It was funny because we didn't have such a strong show but I knew we did pretty well because of all the comments we had. Like while we were lining up for retreat Clinton's main instructor was like "You guys are so amazing, you deserve the best." I was just amazed. Then some random lady was like "Excuse me...I just want to say you guys were absolutely fabulous. I knew you guys won before you guys were even finished with your show." I was just like "Awww that is sweet but it was really close , it could have easily gone a different way." she was like "Never. There were no other guard that could have compared in your group." I blushed lol. Some other lady was talking to me about how happy she was for us and everything. Mostly I was happy for Brian because he works so hard for us and like , he deserved the win for himself alone. My mom was balling , she was so excited. When Brian put the medal around my head he said he hoped it was fun for me these two years and I told him what an amazing experience I had. ::sigh:: It was just nice to win and know that so many people wanted us to as well. Too many memories to record my guard girls.
Last night I went to Dan's after championships and we went to Avicolli's to eat. We went back to his apartment and like laid on his couch together for like 3 hours just talking about random things. It was great. When I was leaving I thought I heard him say "I love you" but I figured it was my imagination and I just left. So tonight I was there again and we were laughing so hard. He made the cutest faces and then I was like "I love you"...It just came out. It wasn't forced or anything...I didn't even think about it but it was so full of meaning. It just came out because that is how I was feeling and he said it back to me. I apologized at first because I was so surprised I said it and he was like "No...I love you" Like everyone would probably think things are being rushed and I would too normally but everything feels so incredibly right , it is amazing. Like it just feels like the first time that everything is really happening because it is suppose to be happening to every last detail. I don't care if people think it is rushed though , I don't need to justify what is happening...I think different people , different relationships etc. go at different rates. All I know is I have never felt like this before. I love it...I love this all. Things are better than I ever imagined right now...go figure.
So I needed money and I definitly got hired at Burger King which isn't my first choice of work but it is money. So it is a starting spot which rocks and I will have money to spend etc. aka gas money. lol
I went to the SyracuseUniversity orientation today for people accepted and it was a waste of time because I knew everything they were talking about basically. Some interesting stuff was that 2700 people were accepted out of 15000 applicants..that is only 18% which is amazing. That made my mom all excited.
Stuff feels like it is on track again...