Jan 18, 2005 18:03
A tingling sensation eases her pain but the images are persistent Flashing quickly through her mind thousands of voices clutter her thoughts she's completely motionless staring blankly at the wall she pinpoints a thought then slowly closes her eyes grasping every detail the anticipation rises as she pieces it all together becoming clearer by the second she begins to relive the moment; It started out so simple his voice was music to her ears the first time they met she couldn't take her eyes off him and she savored each second lying in his bed she buried her face in his chest listening to his heart beat curled tightly in his arms she disregarded instinct giving her carnal lust control mildly at first the pace started to accelerate clothes began to fly this passion knew no boundaries their bodies pressed together as they massaged each others tongues things were heating up each breath was more intense in between his thrusting her excitement fell and rose each powerful movement heightened the pleasure exhaustion soon took over and they lied there silently running her fingers across his spin pressing gently each time they descended and every time he'd twitch he'd laugh softly in her ear her emotions running wild as they jumped into the shower she wrapped her arms around him and gently kissed his back returning to his bed they held each other close she slept soundly pressed against him no dream she could've dreampt could have been better than this reality as he drove her home the next morning a million thoughts ran through her brain she couldn't help but wonder if this could ever be something more hours after their final kiss she could still taste him a few days passed with few words said then one day she surprised him and showed up at his door step although their time was limited it seemed to drag by slowly everything felt awkward like the existence of that night had been completely erased from his memory right then she knew it hadn't meant a thing looking up at him with a smile on her face a pang of pain shot through her he made her believe there was still a possibility but that faded shortly after a couple more days passed and still no word but she tucked everything away; she snapped her eyes open to see the bitter taste of reality but she's reluctant to let go he's become an addiction and she craves his attention she just wants to hear his voice to feel his body against hers to feel as though he needs her like the drug that he's become to her she's not sure what to think not quite aware of her surroundings free falling in this temptation she doesn't understand why he doesn't feel this too and unwilling to comprehend the meaning of a one night stand she continues to fight the urges when all she really wants to do is call him tell him what an ass he really is but she should've expected this he's cut short her supply and doesn't seem to care eventually her brain will allow her to grasp these concepts and find a new addiction; but I pity the guy that falls for me you don't know what you're getting into maybe one day I'll be able to break my habits and maybe one day I'll be with a person because I love them and not because I'm addicted to their attention I don't really regret hurting the people that I have you fell into a trap and you should've seen it coming...