And there goes my life!
I will have no life.. for at least.. 2 months! omg! fucking shoot me! My fucking schedual is butchered.. and I have to go see my guidence counslor tomorrow to fix that... I have ROTC 4th.. that's cool no prob, I wanted that. And Agriscience for 2nd.. ok.. not bad, easy A.. and I have informal geometry with Mr. Brown,that's cool too, but I'm not happy with the time I have it... When I got my schedual in the beginning of the year, I had Math 1st and English with Mr. Reed 3rd.. now I have English with the hardest teacher for 1st and math 3rd! All they had to do was leave it the fuck alone! Mr Reed teaches english 3rd, and Mr. Brown teaches math 1st.. so why the fuck they switched I don't know! but I'm going to fail if I don't get out of her class.. I can't keep up.. I'm going to fall behind, and I'm going to fucking fail, I can't afford to fail! That's not the worst part though.. If I try hard enough and concentrate, I can do it, I have the ability to do it..But I'm not going to have ANY free time! except maybe spring break and a few days off here and there..
I have to start night school on the 24th, I have to start Drill team too, so I'll be staying after school tuesdays and thursdays until 4.. and monday and wednesday at 6 I have to be at WTI to do my english, and on Tuesdays and thursdays at 6 I have to be at CRHS for math.. then I'll be working Friday, Saturday, and Sunday... what fun, and this will go one until I finish night school, it's going to totally piss me off! I'm not going to have anytime to do anything with my friends, I won't be able to have a relationship, I'm not going to be online anymore, I'm not going to be doing anything but working, school and publix.. that's it.. I'm so fucked.. I'm starting to think it's not even worth it.. but I know that it is.. and I can't give up, I'm going to have to apply myself, and on top of all that, I still have to work out, jogging in the morning, and crunches at night.. I hate this... I wanna fucking shoot myself, starting the 24th.. my life is over.. fuck me!
I have to start night school on the 24th, I have to start Drill team too, so I'll be staying after school tuesdays and thursdays until 4.. and monday and wednesday at 6 I have to be at WTI to do my english, and on Tuesdays and thursdays at 6 I have to be at CRHS for math.. then I'll be working Friday, Saturday, and Sunday... what fun, and this will go one until I finish night school, it's going to totally piss me off! I'm not going to have anytime to do anything with my friends, I won't be able to have a relationship, I'm not going to be online anymore, I'm not going to be doing anything but working, school and publix.. that's it.. I'm so fucked.. I'm starting to think it's not even worth it.. but I know that it is.. and I can't give up, I'm going to have to apply myself, and on top of all that, I still have to work out, jogging in the morning, and crunches at night.. I hate this... I wanna fucking shoot myself, starting the 24th.. my life is over.. fuck me!