Nov 07, 2004 18:32
Didn't do too much today..
I got up at around 11:30 and got something to eat and got on line.. I think the highlight of my day was when I played AOE translation for the game impaired... Ages Of Empires.. before that I was just chatting a little and I talked to Craig.. Well before that my brother came in took the computer from me and turned my fan on him.. What was he thinking? It’s my room now..lol.. I found some cheat codes and It only took me and hour and sixteen minutes to beat the game... I coulda done it sooner but I was having fun.. I slowly destroyed their little empire... MUAHAHAHA nice little evil laugh huh? Eh I thought so.. After that I called Craig again but he was watching a movie so I decided to do something else... I got some pictures and made a picture slide show for my screen saver.. It contains pictures of my brother and me as we were growing up, and some of my dad.. And my friends and then of course mom and bob... blah.. Anyways.. I'm just really bored now.. The day seems to be going by so slowly.. It sucks...
I found out who told on me about St Pete. While Jessica was over Marc's she told George about it and Randy over heard it.... so he told my mom.. Fucking Asshole... what fucking business does he have fucking over my life... just another reason that I hate that whole entire fucking family! ALL of them!! Steve is a fucking perv. George lets them all do what they want and pretty much fucking causes everything.. Marc's the biggest dick of them all.. Fuck him.. And Randy's a fucking jackass... err... I hate them.. I'd love to shoot them all! Fuckers!! Damn it... now I’m getting all worked up for nothing.. Their not even worth my anger! Fuck them! Err....
My dog's in pain.. Poor baby.. He’s getting old.. It’s been getting hard for him to walk around, and he can barely even get on my bed anymore.. And if I try to help him he wines.. He likes to spend a lot of his time outside in the cold.. Kind of feel bad for him.. Wish I could make him young again... wouldn't that be nice...
I hate being grounded... this fucking blows.. Not like I have a truck anyways.. It’s STILL in the shop Bob hasn't even started working on it yet.. What a DICK! Fuck him too...
I feel really bad for Tracy.. She’s been having doubts about Derek.. Wish there was something I could do for her..
And little miss Amber.. What a fucking hypocrite! "Oh I'm waiting till I get married to have sex again" blah blah fucking blah... I got a text this morning.. And you know what it said?... and I quote "We had sex" great.. Sex changes everything in a relationship.. When you're older it can strengthen things.. But when you're young.. Usually the only thing it does is destroys everything... if you love someone.. The best thing you can do is avoid sex.. After the first time you have sex.. Every time you're alone it's almost like it's expected.. Every time you kiss that's what you think about... either it'll be in your head.. Their head or both... after a while it'll probably get boring... that's because after a while things are going to start to get in the way.. You’ll see less of each other regardless of whether you want to or not.. Life happens and something’s bound to get in the way.. Even in marriage... I've heard all this from other people.. And I've also experience it... With Marc.. Well let’s not go there.. There were never sparks... after Brandon and I did it.. That was the end.. He was done.. And Zack.. Well my mom got in the way, things always do.. I pray that Amber has the strength to tell him no next time.. I know they love each other.. But he just lost his virginity to her.. I know he's going to want more now.. And after that.. Everything’s going to begin to change.. There won't be anymore staying out late making out in his car.. It is staying out late to have sex in his car.. He won't be holding her because he loves her.. He’ll be holing her because he wants some.. If you think about it.. It really does make sense.. I'm sure there are people that can verify what I'm saying...
Oh yeah.. guess what everyone.. I've found a NEW flavor for the week..lol