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its monday. And i wish i was starting school with everyone else.
I dont really wanna start next week. I like my new school. But i dont wanna go back.
I want to go back to McNeil with my bestfriend and my boyfriend. I want to be a fucking senior like i was supposed to be. But this new school held me back so i have to be a fucking junior all over again. I was supposed to graduate with kyndal. I had all these plans.
If i could do it all over again.
I would have never got kicked out of mcneil.
I would have never gone to school fucked up.
I would have never gone to rehab.
I would have never skipped classes.
I would have done my homework.
I would have studyed.
but i cant take back time.. So i'm just going to have to be happy with what i got.
and i have been getting readdy bad anxiety lately. i dont know why.
but anyways. Thanks for letting me bitch. I needed to get that out.
I dont really wanna start next week. I like my new school. But i dont wanna go back.
I want to go back to McNeil with my bestfriend and my boyfriend. I want to be a fucking senior like i was supposed to be. But this new school held me back so i have to be a fucking junior all over again. I was supposed to graduate with kyndal. I had all these plans.
If i could do it all over again.
I would have never got kicked out of mcneil.
I would have never gone to school fucked up.
I would have never gone to rehab.
I would have never skipped classes.
I would have done my homework.
I would have studyed.
but i cant take back time.. So i'm just going to have to be happy with what i got.
and i have been getting readdy bad anxiety lately. i dont know why.
but anyways. Thanks for letting me bitch. I needed to get that out.