Feb 19, 2005 12:04
im soo tired or worryinggg
...is he going to call tonight?...
...am i going to get to see him this weekend?...
...what if hes mad at me?...
...am i doing something wrong?...
fucckkk ittt to much to think about..my head hurts..
i dont need this.. i cant go though this shit anymore dude.
i have done all i can..
next time.. dont say you love someone.. and say.. i dont think i could ever break up with you.. i really think we are going to be together for a long time..
god damn... boys are so fucking good at lying.
but.. shit happens..
if things go like i THINK they are going to go.. then i can start over.. i wont have to worry about anything anymore...
though if things go like i HOPE and WISH they are going to go.. then that will be tight
everything happens for the better right?
im happy.. really
<3