oh livejournal you've lost your luster.
um so today i got yelled at for trying to be respondsible for my own actions. it was real neat. every time i do something that i think is mature it gets turned in to "im thinking illogically". kind of reminds of me of talking to ian all day everyday. my dad got mad because i was worried that my softball team might have to forfeit a game on saturday because i might not be able to be there on time. he said that it wasn't logical for me to blame my self for the team forfeiting if i thought i had a good reason for being there. because...WHAT IF i got hit by a car? would they still have forfeited the game and blamed it on me? yeah it makes sense but there is one slight problem. I DIDNT GET HIT BY ANY FRICKIN CAR. i worked it all out after that. then he said "aren't you glad that you worked your self into a frenzy for absolutely nothing? you need to step back and take a deep breathe and not get mad about anything ever and just be an exsisting breathing NON CARING blob" hm ok well maybe i embellished that last part a bit. but thats what it seems like to me. plus im pmsing so he wouldn't understand anyway.
hey i found this quote and it describes so many people that i know.
"Nobody talks so constantly about God as those who insist that there is no God."
Heywood Broun (1888 - 1939)
i really have nothing left to say. hence i will end the worst post ever