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i dont know what to do right now...i dont know how i feel cept that i hate life and i just wish it was over...i get this phone call at work tellin me my grandma is dying...i know shes been sick for a long time and we all knew she wouldnt be around very much longer but this was the hugest reality check i think ive ever been thru in my life everything i regret now..everything ive done wrong...but most importantly....everything i cant change...its all hittin me at once and i feel so helpless.