Cannonballs & Microwave Pizza
jenny don't be hasty, you said you'd marry me, if i was 23....
download paulo nutini NOW! He's too good. I saw him perform on MTV Live, and I didn't like it much, but he was so cute. Then, I kept singing the song in my head, and watching the performance again and again, and realized that I liked it.
That's another thing. It's possible to feel a certain way or crave something without even knowing it. Isn't that insane? My sister told me the other day, a long while ago, that she thinks sometimes I get hungry and don't even realize it... Hmm. It's weird. But no more overanalyzing.
This is my March Break, and so far I've done nothing: which is FANTASTIC! I feel like I've deserved it at least, but I do wanna get some reading done, and some cleaning of my room, organizing music files, etc. It'll never get done.
My mom called me a bitch the other day. Well, ACTUALLY, several different forms of that word, but I won't share them, because they're too disturbing. We were having an argument, and she was basically immensely upset about nothing, me and my sister did nothing, but she needed a reason to say that we disrespect her, hate her, don't love her, etc. I spent a day with my sister at UTSC, and on my way back, she asked me bitterly whether my sister even gets nay work done at school, and I said 'why?' My sister said something along the lines of why do u need to ask? or w/e. Anyway, my mom was let off at that point. Sge's a cannonball waiting to explode. A match waiting to set fire. Lice waiting to scratch. I dunno. Unbelievable. We've had a strong silent treatment going, so no ones really talking. I've been barricaded in my room all day, and am currently eating microwave pizza - which must be cold by now. The point is when she called me a bitch, there was sooo much hate in her eyes, and disgust in her voice. I've known for a while, that she doesn't like me, sure she loves me, but there's no interest there. That's weird.
I am going to try to enjoy my remaining four days of break. If that's possible.
download paulo nutini NOW! He's too good. I saw him perform on MTV Live, and I didn't like it much, but he was so cute. Then, I kept singing the song in my head, and watching the performance again and again, and realized that I liked it.
That's another thing. It's possible to feel a certain way or crave something without even knowing it. Isn't that insane? My sister told me the other day, a long while ago, that she thinks sometimes I get hungry and don't even realize it... Hmm. It's weird. But no more overanalyzing.
This is my March Break, and so far I've done nothing: which is FANTASTIC! I feel like I've deserved it at least, but I do wanna get some reading done, and some cleaning of my room, organizing music files, etc. It'll never get done.
My mom called me a bitch the other day. Well, ACTUALLY, several different forms of that word, but I won't share them, because they're too disturbing. We were having an argument, and she was basically immensely upset about nothing, me and my sister did nothing, but she needed a reason to say that we disrespect her, hate her, don't love her, etc. I spent a day with my sister at UTSC, and on my way back, she asked me bitterly whether my sister even gets nay work done at school, and I said 'why?' My sister said something along the lines of why do u need to ask? or w/e. Anyway, my mom was let off at that point. Sge's a cannonball waiting to explode. A match waiting to set fire. Lice waiting to scratch. I dunno. Unbelievable. We've had a strong silent treatment going, so no ones really talking. I've been barricaded in my room all day, and am currently eating microwave pizza - which must be cold by now. The point is when she called me a bitch, there was sooo much hate in her eyes, and disgust in her voice. I've known for a while, that she doesn't like me, sure she loves me, but there's no interest there. That's weird.
I am going to try to enjoy my remaining four days of break. If that's possible.