all the lies.

[somebodyelsex]

I wish it were easier. I wish we didn't have to try anymore.

I'm tired of being sad all the time. I'm sad because you saw Rob at the mall. I'm sad because my letters are all so depressing. I'm sad because I didn't tell you. I'm sad because now I have to or I know I'll never feel okay. I'm sad because I don't want to call Kathy. I'm sad because the Six is great and I don't feel like a Six. I'm sad because I'm such a moron, y'know. I'm sad because I wish I were as witty as you. I'm sad because I miss you. I'm sad because I want to try.

But mostly I'm sad because I forgot all that.

I think I need to give you the letters.

I need to tell you what happened at the band concert.

Promise not to hate me. You told me how seriously you take pinky swears.

Pinky swear?

--me.