I still sleep with the lights on.

[somebodyelsex]

I'm dying because there's something I want to do but I know I would never do it. But maybe that's why I HAVE to do it. Because I know it's something I could get in deep shit for and something that I wouldn't usually do. I dunno, it's stupid that I'm getting all bent outta shape about all this stuff but really, what am I to do?! I don't know WHAT to do. Because I don't want to be a sheltered idiot throughout my whole life. I don't like breaking rules, but maybe this will be worth it. I'm not going to do anything like get pregnant or punch a kid or anything like that. But. I dunno. I hate this. Being stupid. But hey, that's me, right?

Stupid.

--daeg.

ps. Sean has Charlie now. I miss him. =(