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i'm way too easy on myself,
i need some tough love.
DJ's job is to love us. She's good at it. I like the rest of her stuff too, and so do you. No human being can consistently meet such high standards. What I seek in partnership is a friend with whom to share that "care", that level of attention to emotional state, dreams and desires, body language, and shared recreation beyond what one generally undertakes with friends. The problem with me and perspective is that I understand the concept, but I have such a hard time putting it into use... it pains me greatly. Now if I can solve the problem of amplification without expenditure, then incredible music will no doubt result. Bad day to leave my camera at home, and really freaking gorgeous.
Anyway, I love her and I just don't think "they" are using her properly. I love her very much.
i need some tough love.
DJ's job is to love us. She's good at it. I like the rest of her stuff too, and so do you. No human being can consistently meet such high standards. What I seek in partnership is a friend with whom to share that "care", that level of attention to emotional state, dreams and desires, body language, and shared recreation beyond what one generally undertakes with friends. The problem with me and perspective is that I understand the concept, but I have such a hard time putting it into use... it pains me greatly. Now if I can solve the problem of amplification without expenditure, then incredible music will no doubt result. Bad day to leave my camera at home, and really freaking gorgeous.
Anyway, I love her and I just don't think "they" are using her properly. I love her very much.