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So we went out to dinner to say goodbye to the grandparents. Chris and Redneck showed up. I was so happy to see him. He took me outside and told me that he joined the Marines. He leaves for Pendelton on Monday. So now we're broken up. We knew it was coming, but dang. Crap. I don't know. I didn't think I'd be this upset. But, he still "wants me to wait for him. If I can't, he understands." I love him more than I've ever loved anyone, but I can't put myself through that. My mom's upset that I let him break up with me. WTF? It seems to me that it wasn't really my decision. I wish he would have told me a bit sooner than six days before he left. I'm going to miss him so much.
And I still have to tell my dad about my PSAT.