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The last time I made a post in the library was two summers ago. Weird.
Things are being really rushed. The days left of school are dwindling down and I have a million hours worth of work to do. I'm anxious about coming home. I hope I can work or something or else I might peel off my skin. I want to see everyone and maybe not freeze for a while. I'll miss this place for the couple months I'll be gone, but I'm hoping I'll force myself into perspective and make myself at least a little happy.
I want to be in Jacksonville for more of my break than I'm sure I will spend which is kinda shitty. Maybe I'll just go alone and spend time with my family. Maybe Dave will come with me. That would be nice. I don't know much about anything. Let me rephrase: I don't know as much about things as I thought I did. Or maybe I'm just learning faster than I used to.
Fuck,
life.
Things are being really rushed. The days left of school are dwindling down and I have a million hours worth of work to do. I'm anxious about coming home. I hope I can work or something or else I might peel off my skin. I want to see everyone and maybe not freeze for a while. I'll miss this place for the couple months I'll be gone, but I'm hoping I'll force myself into perspective and make myself at least a little happy.
I want to be in Jacksonville for more of my break than I'm sure I will spend which is kinda shitty. Maybe I'll just go alone and spend time with my family. Maybe Dave will come with me. That would be nice. I don't know much about anything. Let me rephrase: I don't know as much about things as I thought I did. Or maybe I'm just learning faster than I used to.
Fuck,
life.