neosporin anyone?
If you continue to pick a scab, you never allow it to heal.
Well, lets just say I'm trying not to reminisce. It's a little easier than it was before. The memories I once held on to so tightly are tainted now. Reminiscing and thinking back on the good times is much like picking a scab. I won't heal correctly if I keep going back.
So here's to being strong and not looking back. To not thinking twice about how things were and how wonderful they could've been. To moving forward. Away. On. And over it.
Also, last night I was slightly sad that I had come home alone. But then I realized I don't need anyone to come home to...I don't need to be anyone's girl at the end of the night...I don't need to have someone to come home with...I don't need to have someone fill my bed at the end of the night, nor do I have to fill anyone else's bed...I don't have to go home with anyone and nor do I have anyone to answer to. I don't need meaningless cuddles to distract me from my feelings. I don't need to skip over to the next best thing or person or relationship.
I'm a damned fool for ever trusting in anyone else besides myself.
All I really need is ME.
Well, lets just say I'm trying not to reminisce. It's a little easier than it was before. The memories I once held on to so tightly are tainted now. Reminiscing and thinking back on the good times is much like picking a scab. I won't heal correctly if I keep going back.
So here's to being strong and not looking back. To not thinking twice about how things were and how wonderful they could've been. To moving forward. Away. On. And over it.
Also, last night I was slightly sad that I had come home alone. But then I realized I don't need anyone to come home to...I don't need to be anyone's girl at the end of the night...I don't need to have someone to come home with...I don't need to have someone fill my bed at the end of the night, nor do I have to fill anyone else's bed...I don't have to go home with anyone and nor do I have anyone to answer to. I don't need meaningless cuddles to distract me from my feelings. I don't need to skip over to the next best thing or person or relationship.
I'm a damned fool for ever trusting in anyone else besides myself.
All I really need is ME.