Now i remember why i hate the internet...
...it makes you feel like shit.
Lately i've had too much time to sit and think and i aint liking it. I feel lost, like i'm a stranger even to those close to me, always the oddman out in a group. I'm not even really sure who my friends are. i mean i know who i trust, right down to the bitter end but i have no clue at all with whom returns this trust or if i'm just foolishly leaving my tattered soul out there for the crows and ravens to pick at. Maybe i'm just gullible, oh hell i know i'm gullible.
I just don't know anymore.
Lately i've had too much time to sit and think and i aint liking it. I feel lost, like i'm a stranger even to those close to me, always the oddman out in a group. I'm not even really sure who my friends are. i mean i know who i trust, right down to the bitter end but i have no clue at all with whom returns this trust or if i'm just foolishly leaving my tattered soul out there for the crows and ravens to pick at. Maybe i'm just gullible, oh hell i know i'm gullible.
I just don't know anymore.