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Bethany - are you and I living the same life right now or something?
so... I went to the show and finally remembered to bring my CDplayer - I . do. Not. like. Dressing. room environments. CDPlayers are amazing.... I just let people talk and talk and talk and I can not hear a damn thing they are saying - no the only thing I have to listen to is the sweet stylings of NSync's Christmas CD. So. in short - that (and a long time at the gym) made me feel a bit better. Mellowed me out.
And hten.... I happened to enjoy the show tonight because - A - when you just ...don't care... your performance is better. I mean that's the jist of it - in actuality it's more like when you stop being aware of yourself, you're giving a more honest performance yada yada but ... so I was pleased.
And then... backstage... I had fun with people. I mean let's not kid - there was still a plethora of comments that made me want to scream - but I also think I've found a new friend. Hmm. Someone who I genuinely enjoy talking to. Hmm. Hmm.
And here I am...w/the hot choc about to watch the Food Network.
So. Better mood? Yes. yes indeed.
love - me.
so... I went to the show and finally remembered to bring my CDplayer - I . do. Not. like. Dressing. room environments. CDPlayers are amazing.... I just let people talk and talk and talk and I can not hear a damn thing they are saying - no the only thing I have to listen to is the sweet stylings of NSync's Christmas CD. So. in short - that (and a long time at the gym) made me feel a bit better. Mellowed me out.
And hten.... I happened to enjoy the show tonight because - A - when you just ...don't care... your performance is better. I mean that's the jist of it - in actuality it's more like when you stop being aware of yourself, you're giving a more honest performance yada yada but ... so I was pleased.
And then... backstage... I had fun with people. I mean let's not kid - there was still a plethora of comments that made me want to scream - but I also think I've found a new friend. Hmm. Someone who I genuinely enjoy talking to. Hmm. Hmm.
And here I am...w/the hot choc about to watch the Food Network.
So. Better mood? Yes. yes indeed.
love - me.