So much for my happy ending...ok i cant be too bitchy..the key word is too
Ok, what i wrote was a little harsh..but it wasnt a lie. Everyone was right, im 17 i should be out having fun with different people, learning what i like and dont like and stuff, not tied down for so long. I should have believed people when i was told i was treated like crap and put up with too much stuff and deserved better...i hate saying that but..its pretty true. I think i need someone who truly cares about me and doesnt give up so easily and who doesnt just want to fool around with me(that has a double meaning), and someone who doesnt blame everything on me..i did make some mistakes, and i regret things, but not alot.. i guess thats how you learn right? Oh well, its time to move on, right? why not....wow..sorry ok, im going to go ahead and say again that im single and looking..
I still dont get that whole brickwall conversation thing though...hm
Good christmas huh?
And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say
But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since you've been gone