long day that just keeps getting longer
Well...i had tests in all 4 blocks today, including choir. i hope i did alright but i really don't care. went to winterguard clinic thing today until 4:30, then went to the beach w/ my family and 2 of my mom's co-workers and had dinner. that was pretty fun. my night went downhill quickly after that though. kyle got off work at like 8, he picked me up at like 8:15 or so to go to coldstone for icecream. i tried to get him to talk to me about something my mom and i were discussing earlier. if you wanna know...ask, i dont think i should say it online. i dont know who reads this thing. anyways...he wouldnt because he didnt feel like it or something, i dont really know. so we talked about the people he works w/ and how they're such potheads and whatnot. then we went to coldstone to get icecream. i got raspberry sorbet w/ raspberries in it...my favorite! SO good. :) we ate it in the car and talked and listened to music. didn't really talk about anything really earth-shattering, but we talked. we left at about 9:00 or so because he had to be home by 9:30. on the way home i was goofing off and "walk like an egyptian" came on and i started doing the egyptian walk. i was really having fun and laughing. then kyle says something along the lines of "what are you doing? stop!" he repeated that a couple of times, so i stopped and changed the station. then we turned onto the new livingston road (opened today :)) and i said something that was funny (i really don't even remember what i said) but he said "okay that's enough." so i quit goofing around and sat still and was quiet. when we got to my house he asked me why i was mad. i told him i wasnt mad. so he asked why i wasnt happy. i told him i didn't like being made fun of and put aside. then we hugged and stuff and i went inside. i took off my coat and went to talk to my mom. as i was talking to my mom, kyle called. my dad told him iw as talking ot my mom. so i called him back (that is the normal practice, right?...okay...j/c) he got upset for me calling him back and hten i cried and told him i didnt like being put aside and told not to do things and being made fun of. i also said htat he sounded like his dad and i that hated that. he promised me he'd never be like his dad, but he was tonight. he didnt even appologize or anything, just said he'll call me in the morning and htat i misunderstood him. i dunno. i hate being treated that way and i think everyone does. and it really sucks that kyle and i dont have the kind of conversations i have with my other friends. we dont talk about things that are deep and meaningful and htat really bothers me. we've been dating for 2 years, conversation's really really important. i dunno, maybe im overreacting. but i dont know. i also dont htink i should be treated that way. hopefully tomorrow will go better. i love y'all.
Love,
Sara
Love,
Sara