Fathers.

Jun 27, 2003 21:10

It is sad to me that I will never know the love that a father could give to his daughter. Try and try as my father might have it wasn't ever to that point, can you understand? No. No, you couldn't. But that is alright, darlings. I don't need you to.

I hate the man who's sperm collided with my mother's egg to make me. I cannot express to you the severe amount of hatred, pure hatred, I have for him. There are too many reasons to go in depth into it, but I decided I should at least let you people know I detest my father.

He makes my mother cry. I don't know what to do when she cries. I hate that she has to taste any pain that would make her open up like that, break down like that. Because that pain is my pain. I take that pain on willingly from everyone I love so they don't cry, but I cannot take it from my mother. And it hurts me so much to have to know that she is not invisible. That she is tangible and all too human. It kills me. And I hate my father for doing that.

I want to kill him. I want to tear him apart with my bare hands and let him know that he's dying merely because with him dead, life would be good and I would be rich.

Fucking men. Die. Die. Die.
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