Well...
So many things fall apart.
Opening night was Thrusday, and it went amazingly. We put together a gorgeous show. I was so proud of my castmates and my crew, it was beautiful.
Thursday was also the day that my mom was crying all day long. She just had surgery, and my father decided that he doesn't want to work any more-so that means he wont be paying the house any more. So, life sucks. My mom cried, and I cried, because nothing is fair god damnit.
Life these past few weeks has not been smooth for the Tyger we all know and love.
Something broke inside me when you said goodbye. Whatever made me strong, whatever kept me going...gone. What can I do? Am I allowed to think about you? Because I do every day.
Friday was last show, and it went just as beautifully as Opening. And apparently, we're going to get a loan for a new house-Which means my loves can come and visit me for summer. Excitement!
My Moonhowler is in the hospital. What am I going to do? Her parents put her there because her cousin betrayed her confidence and told them she was "suicidal." -sigh- I think I wont stop crying. Bastard people, all of them.
Rescued two cats today at Jenni's party. Acillatem (Metallica backwards) and 'Spota. (Supposed ta-Women supposed to be in the kitchen.) I love Jared and Callie. And Jenni.
Mike breaks my heart. Oh well. At least he can be like everyone else to me. -short laugh-
Stepped in a flat iron last night that had been on for half an hour. My foot is burnt horribly. And then Sarah and I commenced to slam it in the door today at the party. It hurts SO badly.
I'm off to draw for Leeann.
Might go swimming tomorrow. May not.
I cut myself again. So many people asked about it. It kind of amused me. Ask questions only after she bleeds...Not when she's actually reaching out. Heh.
You will fly and you will crawl, God knows even angels fall. No such thing as you lost it all, God knows even angels fall.
"Life is only as happy as you make it." Love you Jenni. Happy birthday, sugar. You make my life happy.
Opening night was Thrusday, and it went amazingly. We put together a gorgeous show. I was so proud of my castmates and my crew, it was beautiful.
Thursday was also the day that my mom was crying all day long. She just had surgery, and my father decided that he doesn't want to work any more-so that means he wont be paying the house any more. So, life sucks. My mom cried, and I cried, because nothing is fair god damnit.
Life these past few weeks has not been smooth for the Tyger we all know and love.
Something broke inside me when you said goodbye. Whatever made me strong, whatever kept me going...gone. What can I do? Am I allowed to think about you? Because I do every day.
Friday was last show, and it went just as beautifully as Opening. And apparently, we're going to get a loan for a new house-Which means my loves can come and visit me for summer. Excitement!
My Moonhowler is in the hospital. What am I going to do? Her parents put her there because her cousin betrayed her confidence and told them she was "suicidal." -sigh- I think I wont stop crying. Bastard people, all of them.
Rescued two cats today at Jenni's party. Acillatem (Metallica backwards) and 'Spota. (Supposed ta-Women supposed to be in the kitchen.) I love Jared and Callie. And Jenni.
Mike breaks my heart. Oh well. At least he can be like everyone else to me. -short laugh-
Stepped in a flat iron last night that had been on for half an hour. My foot is burnt horribly. And then Sarah and I commenced to slam it in the door today at the party. It hurts SO badly.
I'm off to draw for Leeann.
Might go swimming tomorrow. May not.
I cut myself again. So many people asked about it. It kind of amused me. Ask questions only after she bleeds...Not when she's actually reaching out. Heh.
You will fly and you will crawl, God knows even angels fall. No such thing as you lost it all, God knows even angels fall.
"Life is only as happy as you make it." Love you Jenni. Happy birthday, sugar. You make my life happy.