well she was my catatonic sex toy love-joy diver
have you ever started an lj post and then realised that you have no idea what your trying to say, nor why your trying to say it?
I'm feeling really good considering the last 36 hours.
First game back to basketball on wednesday just passed. Its good to have that healthy soreness again.
I'm feeling more and more excited about uni recently, though i'm not actually enrolled at the moment. For those who dont know, my latest line of thinking is arts philosophy. why? many reasons. i have no idea what i want to do with life, so learning individual skills (ie: how to code, how to be a manager, how to do backflips?) is fairly pointless because i have no idea what i'm going to be doing in 5, 10, 15 years. spend 3 years now learning to code, just to change my mind in two years? no thanks.
the idea is that an arts degree might give me an overall theme, or attitude, rather than just an individual skill? something that can teach me about things that can be applied to any and all situations that i come accross. I dont know whether the course is going to be what i expect it to be. infact, i'm almost sure that it wont be. but thats not to say that i dont think it will have the desired affect. who knows eh? i think its my best shot for now.
til then i'm just cruisin... as i have been for the last couple of years really. just work. just life. but good times.
illness. I've been sick for the last 2 weeks and its starting to piss me off. what started out as a runny nose, turned into a hardcore hallucination session, which then went away for 3 days, only to come back as a chest/throat ish flu which has been with me all week. Atleast the next 7 days of night shift will keep me innocent and behaving and hopefully will give my body a chance to fight whatevers in me. this is strange tho, i'm normally over these things in a day. maybe i have aids?
good/bad. i came to the conclusion this weekend that the good times are always worth the bad time that may or may not follow. i'm not sure if this is a good decision.
TRENT!!! For those who dont know, trent has had his leg operated on only a 5 or 6 weeks ago and has been out of training since. considering trent is a 20-something hours a week trainer, you can imagine this leg business has substantially interrupted his training schedule. Somehow, scientifically and mathamatically inexplicably, trent has managed to win the jui jitsu national championships in the bluebelt super heavy weight division. one word mate... f r e a k. congrats again.
my brain has stopped working.
if my throat was a person, it'd be crying.
today i watched two two-days-old lambs stumble around playing with a cat in the middle of a kitchen. you dont see that every day.
I'm feeling really good considering the last 36 hours.
First game back to basketball on wednesday just passed. Its good to have that healthy soreness again.
I'm feeling more and more excited about uni recently, though i'm not actually enrolled at the moment. For those who dont know, my latest line of thinking is arts philosophy. why? many reasons. i have no idea what i want to do with life, so learning individual skills (ie: how to code, how to be a manager, how to do backflips?) is fairly pointless because i have no idea what i'm going to be doing in 5, 10, 15 years. spend 3 years now learning to code, just to change my mind in two years? no thanks.
the idea is that an arts degree might give me an overall theme, or attitude, rather than just an individual skill? something that can teach me about things that can be applied to any and all situations that i come accross. I dont know whether the course is going to be what i expect it to be. infact, i'm almost sure that it wont be. but thats not to say that i dont think it will have the desired affect. who knows eh? i think its my best shot for now.
til then i'm just cruisin... as i have been for the last couple of years really. just work. just life. but good times.
illness. I've been sick for the last 2 weeks and its starting to piss me off. what started out as a runny nose, turned into a hardcore hallucination session, which then went away for 3 days, only to come back as a chest/throat ish flu which has been with me all week. Atleast the next 7 days of night shift will keep me innocent and behaving and hopefully will give my body a chance to fight whatevers in me. this is strange tho, i'm normally over these things in a day. maybe i have aids?
good/bad. i came to the conclusion this weekend that the good times are always worth the bad time that may or may not follow. i'm not sure if this is a good decision.
TRENT!!! For those who dont know, trent has had his leg operated on only a 5 or 6 weeks ago and has been out of training since. considering trent is a 20-something hours a week trainer, you can imagine this leg business has substantially interrupted his training schedule. Somehow, scientifically and mathamatically inexplicably, trent has managed to win the jui jitsu national championships in the bluebelt super heavy weight division. one word mate... f r e a k. congrats again.
my brain has stopped working.
if my throat was a person, it'd be crying.
today i watched two two-days-old lambs stumble around playing with a cat in the middle of a kitchen. you dont see that every day.