May 08, 2007 23:25
My first year of college is now behind me and it didnt really feel like a success.
Well it is a success in parts.
First semester I did pretty well in classes and badly in life.
This semester, quite the opposite.
I am really upset about my grades. There not terrible, there actually more or less the same as last semester, but I feel more like I let my self down. And I dont like that.
This summer is going to fly by I already know it. I plan to party a lot, work even more, and before I know it, it will be june and I'll be out of here, for a whole month.
Needless to say I am terrified to go out there and experience a big chunk of life. But I am also so excited. Who gets to do things like this? I am so lucky to have parents who want me to do everything they never could, because I want to do so much. And I am off to a good start.
Lets hope that next year I will be ready to balance school, work, friends, personal lives aand everything else.
Bring it.