pimpin all over the world.
I am back to being a pimp. I always find some way to turn something awesome into something bad. I never focus on the good side of things.
I went out to kerby lane friday night with this really hott chick that I have totally been secretly crushing over since before heather and I broke up. She was awesome, sexy, funny, smart. We had exellent conversation and some really great chemestry. At the very least, it was a much needed ego boost. She said she wanted to see me again. I believe her.
Tonight I went out to spider house with another really awesome chick who I was suprised to find out was really cool and funny and laid back and exactly my type. We spent 4 hours just fuckin talking about out lives. She too said she wanted to see me again. This was also an exellent ego booster for me. and hopefully it will turn out to be more than just and ego boost.
Now most of you might say, thats badass Meagan. How could you possibly see the bad in that? But of course, this is what I am truely good at. Now, what if I do pursue both of these women. What if I really like both of them. What if I can't choose one? What if they find out about eachother and then they both hate me. What if I am such a total gangster that I am able to date both of them simultaneously and they fall in love with me and I break two hearts with one stone. Well, fuck it. I am sure it will all play out in some overly dramatic way and weather shit will be good or bad is not for me to worry about right now. And besides, there is no way of actually knowing that either of them will ever call me or answer my calls again. So now I have my fingers crossed hopeing that I will have to problem of two women wanting me rather than the problem of having no one talk to me again.
I went out to kerby lane friday night with this really hott chick that I have totally been secretly crushing over since before heather and I broke up. She was awesome, sexy, funny, smart. We had exellent conversation and some really great chemestry. At the very least, it was a much needed ego boost. She said she wanted to see me again. I believe her.
Tonight I went out to spider house with another really awesome chick who I was suprised to find out was really cool and funny and laid back and exactly my type. We spent 4 hours just fuckin talking about out lives. She too said she wanted to see me again. This was also an exellent ego booster for me. and hopefully it will turn out to be more than just and ego boost.
Now most of you might say, thats badass Meagan. How could you possibly see the bad in that? But of course, this is what I am truely good at. Now, what if I do pursue both of these women. What if I really like both of them. What if I can't choose one? What if they find out about eachother and then they both hate me. What if I am such a total gangster that I am able to date both of them simultaneously and they fall in love with me and I break two hearts with one stone. Well, fuck it. I am sure it will all play out in some overly dramatic way and weather shit will be good or bad is not for me to worry about right now. And besides, there is no way of actually knowing that either of them will ever call me or answer my calls again. So now I have my fingers crossed hopeing that I will have to problem of two women wanting me rather than the problem of having no one talk to me again.