This sux.
So this random guy from my German class was totally hitting on me after class tonight. It was kinda flattering. He walked me out to my car. But it was weird because my brother drove me to school since we have german together and I'm not allowed to drive since I had another seizure. It was odd. He was walking with me and my brother was walking behind us. I don't think I'm attracted to him. I feel like telling him I'm gay cuz I'm kinda only into women right now anyway and yeah... the idea of having sex with a man is kind of gross. But it would be nice to make a new friend and I guess I have no reason to assume he wants to date me yet so there is no point in saying anything about my sexuality right now.
Yes, I had another full epileptic seizure Saturday morning at about 7am while I was sleeping. Talk about a shitty way to wake up. I didn't miss any meds. My doctor told me it was probably because of the alcohol and stress and lack of sleep. I had only gone to sleep an hour earlier after leaving Sarah's house at like 4:30. So now I'm on two medications for epilepsy, ambien so I get good quality sleep and celexa to help with the stress and depression since depression causes sleep problems and sleep is very important when it comes to seizures aparently. My doctor was telling me that if the two meds together don't control the seizures theres this pace maker thing they can put in my chest to stop the seizures. That sounds pretty crazy... and scary. So yeah, I still get small seizures in my hand everyday since Saturday. I only got on my new meds yesterday though. It sux that I feel like if I miss some sleep I could have another major seizure. But I think that as long as I avoid alcohol I shouldn't have another major one. I feel so helpless, like I have no control over my own body. I wish I just passed out durring seizures. They are so scary. god ... this sux.
Yes, I had another full epileptic seizure Saturday morning at about 7am while I was sleeping. Talk about a shitty way to wake up. I didn't miss any meds. My doctor told me it was probably because of the alcohol and stress and lack of sleep. I had only gone to sleep an hour earlier after leaving Sarah's house at like 4:30. So now I'm on two medications for epilepsy, ambien so I get good quality sleep and celexa to help with the stress and depression since depression causes sleep problems and sleep is very important when it comes to seizures aparently. My doctor was telling me that if the two meds together don't control the seizures theres this pace maker thing they can put in my chest to stop the seizures. That sounds pretty crazy... and scary. So yeah, I still get small seizures in my hand everyday since Saturday. I only got on my new meds yesterday though. It sux that I feel like if I miss some sleep I could have another major seizure. But I think that as long as I avoid alcohol I shouldn't have another major one. I feel so helpless, like I have no control over my own body. I wish I just passed out durring seizures. They are so scary. god ... this sux.