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so i ended up workin 12-6 at spencers today next week she has me on fri-sunday with 18 hours and the week later at 15..
i considerign for now puttign off school a bit longer..which sounds way shitty but id rather see if i could get liek 20-25 hours at spencers..and work there and my 40 at target insteads of trying to juggle all three for now and just take care of all my old debts and get an apartment..casue even 15 hours at spencers a week puts me at like an extra 400 a month..so if i can work even more and hold of on school for now i shoudl be able to make clsoe to 2grand a month..and my car and insucnrce etc coem to like 600 and gas and living money i put aside 100 a week so thats 1ka month so ill have another 800-1000 for rent and utilities etc..
and eventually when i cna refinance my car and my insurance goes down ill be able to adford them both on target and go to school
puttign aside school for the 4th yr in arow sounds dumb as fuck but once i have my jobs car and apartment goin ill be pretty much set and at my goal..and i can can just take care of myself..and really all ive wanted out of my life is to be self suffient and not end up like my mom(needing men to survive)
also my anxiety has been amazingly better i think its cause my heads clearing up so much im not stressign so bad..my nails are egtting way long..its great i serillsy nevere ned to date again.. i like beign alone and only dealign myself
i considerign for now puttign off school a bit longer..which sounds way shitty but id rather see if i could get liek 20-25 hours at spencers..and work there and my 40 at target insteads of trying to juggle all three for now and just take care of all my old debts and get an apartment..casue even 15 hours at spencers a week puts me at like an extra 400 a month..so if i can work even more and hold of on school for now i shoudl be able to make clsoe to 2grand a month..and my car and insucnrce etc coem to like 600 and gas and living money i put aside 100 a week so thats 1ka month so ill have another 800-1000 for rent and utilities etc..
and eventually when i cna refinance my car and my insurance goes down ill be able to adford them both on target and go to school
puttign aside school for the 4th yr in arow sounds dumb as fuck but once i have my jobs car and apartment goin ill be pretty much set and at my goal..and i can can just take care of myself..and really all ive wanted out of my life is to be self suffient and not end up like my mom(needing men to survive)
also my anxiety has been amazingly better i think its cause my heads clearing up so much im not stressign so bad..my nails are egtting way long..its great i serillsy nevere ned to date again.. i like beign alone and only dealign myself