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so ocean city was pretty fun. it just sucks that it was my last competition ever, and 2 of my stunts got fucked up. ahhhh. i already miss cheerleading but its time to move on, when something is supposed to be done with, you gotta let it go. maybe if i transfer to a big school or atleast a school with a team i'll try out. doubt im good enough, but whatever i'll give it a shot. so yea. im definitely feeling getting the fuck out of this place. adam basically gave me a million and 500 reasons why i should go there, and how much fun we'll have and what not. i need to move on. all of this isnt for me anymore. im sick of the games and bullshit people put everyone through. everything is one big game and a lot of the time im just not in the mood to play. but im sure the new people i'll meet in college will be the same way, but i'll be with them for 3 years and then peace out until i find some people that arent like this. thats why i want to be a nurse. so i can go ANYWHERE i want and not have to worry financially. and whatever anyone has to say about it thats negative, shut your fucking mouth because i dont care what anyone has to say anymore unless its something good. i know when people are insecure, jealous, or just plain miserable with themselves and im sick of people trying to rub it off onto others. keep your misery to yourself, or hey, get a livejournal and write all about it there. ok i gotta go bye bye now the bells gonna ring..and its time for the mall with sergei and brenda!!! yayyyy!