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Apr 28, 2005 10:03


Last night was the most fun I've had in a while. I had more fun going to dinner with Jeff and his family then I have ever had at a party, or from drugs while I was doing them. Being with someone I was so close with for six years brings back a lot of feelings I thought were gone. I felt so alone in the absence of my best friend, but over-gorging myself with him at chili's last night, just talking about shit that happened years ago made me feel a lot better about whats going on in my life right now. This is turning into a gay vibe, but that's all right. Just knowing that we're able to talk again is a huge weight off of my back. We didn't talk about much, but it's a good enough start for me. Again, thanks for dinner Jeff.

I'm really not afraid to say that I love them being in love.

I am more proud of those two than I am of myself.

Together, they are what I strive to be for myself.

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