i still live...i promise
its all so beneath me right now.
i dont update this thing as much as i used to, partly cos i have better things to do now. im alright. everything is ok except for the fact that i am incredibly broke.
broke like a motherfucker.
its what happens when yer bilingual brown.
[does it beat liquor store black or cant drive yellow?]
sorry for going off on a tangent but yeah, im dead broke. i owe money to people. mainly rent money from some time ago. and now i have no leisure money. none. not a fucking time for the next 2 weeks, or at least until next friday cos my lover gets paid next friday and that counts for the both of us. ive severely cut back on my bad habits (i.e. smoking, drinking, drugs so forth) but ONLY cos i cant afford them at the moment, but its ok. im over it. im over life. i want to go home, really badly. i miss alot of people but mainly about three who know who they are. i need to see some familiar places and worn out faces.
haha fucking tears for fears, those bithces.
im gonna get fired soon, im sure of it. oh well.
i cant wait for august. then i wont have to live off paycheck to paycheck cos everyones tax money will be feeding my impulse shopping addiction to a FRENZEEE!!!!
BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!until then...i'll hooka it up until it fills me up enough so that im not hungry anymore.
:(
i dont update this thing as much as i used to, partly cos i have better things to do now. im alright. everything is ok except for the fact that i am incredibly broke.
broke like a motherfucker.
its what happens when yer bilingual brown.
[does it beat liquor store black or cant drive yellow?]
sorry for going off on a tangent but yeah, im dead broke. i owe money to people. mainly rent money from some time ago. and now i have no leisure money. none. not a fucking time for the next 2 weeks, or at least until next friday cos my lover gets paid next friday and that counts for the both of us. ive severely cut back on my bad habits (i.e. smoking, drinking, drugs so forth) but ONLY cos i cant afford them at the moment, but its ok. im over it. im over life. i want to go home, really badly. i miss alot of people but mainly about three who know who they are. i need to see some familiar places and worn out faces.
haha fucking tears for fears, those bithces.
im gonna get fired soon, im sure of it. oh well.
i cant wait for august. then i wont have to live off paycheck to paycheck cos everyones tax money will be feeding my impulse shopping addiction to a FRENZEEE!!!!
BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!until then...i'll hooka it up until it fills me up enough so that im not hungry anymore.
:(