skinny little nancy callighan...she grew up, she filled out.
no cable, no internet, and now no phone. what will god think of to continue his "smite on bobby" marathon? ahdunno. but yeah im still alive, not as suicidal but definitely 10x more pensive. im thinking of anything worth reporting. ahdunno. sin city melted my face in 7 layers...effing brilliant. my roomie and his friends reminded me of what its like having a group of friends...the "lifelong" ones before they disperse. it was fun, until they also reminded me of the drama that lingers among a "group of friends" too, how seeing things from my point of view were different because i "dont know him" like they do, and how it's somehow affiliated with "stuff from the past"...man. it was wierd. it was almost deja vu, really; the incident with my roomie and his friends. for a split second i wanted to go back in high school to when i went through something similar. i wanted to go back and do things differently. apologize to javier and zulema...it was incredibly wierd. he's a strange one, that josiah (my roomie). ive grown quite fond of him. but i dont want to banter too much about him, cos it would sound like im in love with him, though im really not. i mean i am...just not the way someone reading the banter would think. he's rad...haha, but not my type. its a differnt kinda love. almost fraternal. baaah. im off. class is soon so i gotta get going.