John Lennon is my Jesus
Instant Karma IS going to get me...
I abandoned people in the past month or so... I'm not sorry though cause I needed peacefulness and simplicity and freedom from conversation. I don't like talking that often and when I do it feels laboured and forced. I put too much thought into normal everyday chit chat and I feel silly because of that. If I don't care to know how someone is at a given moment I won't ask... but people ask me how I am all the time and I can tell they don't care. I'm not sure who's worse. The people trying to be nice but not really caring, or the person who doesn't care and therefore isn't nice.
Fall/Autumn is here and I couldn't be happier. You can see through the trees, the leaves are falling and it's rainy and damp. But the air is so fresh and it makes me feel alive. I've been sleeping great and feeling okay.
Ours has a new guitarist! And it's NOT me. Cause they suck and probably didn't even watch my audition video thingy. They saw I was from Canada and threw it in the trash. They were afraid of my guitar-goodness. I cared when I found out... it was disappointing. But right now I couldn't fucking care less. I think I realized I had no chance unless they watched the video and I'm confident that they didn't. Oh well, that was time I was probably going to waste anyway so at least I did it with music.
I abandoned people in the past month or so... I'm not sorry though cause I needed peacefulness and simplicity and freedom from conversation. I don't like talking that often and when I do it feels laboured and forced. I put too much thought into normal everyday chit chat and I feel silly because of that. If I don't care to know how someone is at a given moment I won't ask... but people ask me how I am all the time and I can tell they don't care. I'm not sure who's worse. The people trying to be nice but not really caring, or the person who doesn't care and therefore isn't nice.
Fall/Autumn is here and I couldn't be happier. You can see through the trees, the leaves are falling and it's rainy and damp. But the air is so fresh and it makes me feel alive. I've been sleeping great and feeling okay.
Ours has a new guitarist! And it's NOT me. Cause they suck and probably didn't even watch my audition video thingy. They saw I was from Canada and threw it in the trash. They were afraid of my guitar-goodness. I cared when I found out... it was disappointing. But right now I couldn't fucking care less. I think I realized I had no chance unless they watched the video and I'm confident that they didn't. Oh well, that was time I was probably going to waste anyway so at least I did it with music.