My little girl
You don't know it, but I tested to see if I was pregnant today and sadly it was negative. You played in the tub while I saw the one lonely line appear, as it has been doing for quite some months now. I feel selfish thinking about how I could ever love another as much as I do you, but I want you to feel the same for a sibling as I do mine one day. I would hope that no matter what, we end up being a pretty awesome family. You sat in my lap later on and we looked through old photos on my phone. I showed you my growing belly and started to cry when we got to your birth day. "Mama sad, mama cry?" You said with frowned eyes gazing up and turned towards me. "No honey, mama is crying happy tears, because I love you SO much." I replied. "Oh mama, I love you too" you say. And suddenly I'm okay. It's all okay, and I have you to thank. Thank you baby.