I've always pictured myself with a family. We would live in a house and have a dog. We would laugh and sing together, make fools of outselves before heading to bed. But there is one particular moment I've always dreamed about having that kind of just naturally happened, and that's pumpkin picking. It wasn't even that eventful, I mean it was windy as heck and cold to boot. We quickly ran around looking for a pumpkin and posed on the tractor and face cut out boards. Tavi was laughing and running around the whole time, she even found a cat in the barn. It was all kind of rushed because of the cold but still a great moment. Tavi picked out a white pumpkin which we later finger painted. This little tiny beautiful human that I grew inside of me for over 9 months is now CHOOSING her own pumpkin... How did this happen already?! I'm okay with it, but one thing since having her in our lives I've learned is just how fast time can pass us
by. It's cliche to say, but I'm actually living it right now. Like, here's the proof! I've got it! My husband. My Danny. He is so patient. He is so FUNNY, and practical. He's the voice of reason when I have a tough situation. Never has he ever denied me my personal freedom or made me think I've done a bad job (even when some days, I'll admit, I don't wanna adult). I'm really tearing up right now thinking about it! Tears are gently rolling down my face right now because this moment in time, where we are, is so precious to me. We may not have a lot of money but goddamn we got all the heart in the world and I wouldn't trade it for a thing. Not one thing.