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I hurt myself last night, with this really painful dream.
You wont understand, so I wont relate it.
I feel so empty.
Ive been hurting for three years, Ive been a total asshole equally as long.
It's all related to itself.
Ive burned up all my friendships. I haven't anywhere to turn, I think I almost chose it to be this way.
I wouldn't tolerate the pity anyhow.
But I hurt, and I need someone.
I need a reflection.. I need to be understood.
We slowly destroy ourselves when we cry in a vacuum.
I want to make it all good again.
Right the wrongs, Heal up... you know...
But Im screaming at a wall by this point.
Not even this entry is paid attention to.
The things we will choose when love is not an option...
You wont understand, so I wont relate it.
I feel so empty.
Ive been hurting for three years, Ive been a total asshole equally as long.
It's all related to itself.
Ive burned up all my friendships. I haven't anywhere to turn, I think I almost chose it to be this way.
I wouldn't tolerate the pity anyhow.
But I hurt, and I need someone.
I need a reflection.. I need to be understood.
We slowly destroy ourselves when we cry in a vacuum.
I want to make it all good again.
Right the wrongs, Heal up... you know...
But Im screaming at a wall by this point.
Not even this entry is paid attention to.
The things we will choose when love is not an option...