oh dear
& i was positive that unless
i get myself together,
i would watch me fall apart again
...
these days, i find myself fantasizing more about ORD-ing than i do about sex - but i suppose that is normal for all NSFs.
meet my boyfriend, leopold "butters" stotch
i find,
in my time,
moments plenty,
things a dozen,
one time too many,
so many maybes.
we flip a coin, in search of fate
when destiny arrives
we swear it's too late
we whine,
we cry, we pause to think
we waste
our time, we pause to think
release, leave it,
we carry on
our journey down the sun shone
path,
forks or not,
cross the crossroads
nodes
points
directions untold
that, adventure
means a lot more
than time spent wasted
thinking about
what if,
maybes,
it could be,
so many,
too many maybes
(p.s. laughs at mood, if you're reading this, check out my mood Jolene, and Jabberwocky)