social butterfly

[somanymaybes]

okay first, thank you jolene, because i was too damn stupid to find and integrate this layout over my previous boring one.

my exams are gonna be over so soon, that i can barely catch my breath. one year, two years, looking back i realise even years can pass on by so fast you almost think it's a second - i'm not joking. i can still remember i was fresh out of Secondary school, & then i'm taking A Levels, and then i'm quitting A Levels, and then i'm in poly, and then i'm a canoe team, and this and that, i've been so many things for so long i don't know who i am anymore.

i have a lot of friends. friends who come and go. friends who come and not go. friends who you want gone, and friends whom you want to hold close forever. sometimes this group'll ask me out, and then i'm already hanging out with this other group - and i secretly want to leave and join them. so what if i'm rambling?

i have my final paper tomorrow (and i probably should be studying instead of blogging) and after that, it'll mark the end of a year for me. In a Polytechnic i hadn't had in mind right after i graduated from Secondary school, wasn't my first choice - but definately not a bad choice either.

i wish my life was this song
'coz songs they never die
i could write for years & years;
never have to cry
i'd show you how i think
without saying a word

i saw the tears on your face
i shot you down
& i slam the door but couldn't make a sound so please
stay sweet my dear,
don't hate me now -
i can't tell how this last song end