dammit, eyecancer
I am getting slightly annoyed at all the people on eyecancer who are refinding me. People from high school...
Typically, it's someone who thinks they had a great influence on my life. Dammit, it was high school people, it was a very insignificant part of of my life. I don't even remember most of it.
All this is only inflating my ego. Bastards.
It was my fault that high school wasn't memorable. I never went out to parties or participated in things. I don't regret it though, now I get to lord my opinion of high school over those who still haven't gotten over their high school traumas.
I guess I was putting out a "Please help me, I am a nerd and everyone picks on me" vibe all throughout high school. Thing is, I never was picked on; I suppose that "help me!" vibe attracted the right people. I was a loner, but no one picked on me, everyone was friendly, or at least, suppressed their urge to poke and prod because I was "in" with "those people", or so a lot of people thought. The people who were being friendly, it seems they where trying to help me because of an apparent aura of sadness surrounding me. I just thought they were weirdos. Heck, even my friendship with the girl I call my best friend is a bit iffy. Sometimes it seems we're just keeping up appearances, holding up a facade for the world to gawk at. I guess in high school my fake aura meshed well with hers. No, wait, we became friends because I tolerated/didn't give a damn about her oddities. Ah damn, just remembered she was a redhead at the time. Damn redheads... I am such a sucker for red hair.
I must be awful at expressing emotion. My poor Dad can't read me properly, and it really frustrates him. I have to hug him once in a while to reassure him. Really sucks though, I hate physical contact.
I have no friends, I am no good at keeping friendships alive, but I am not unhappy. That weird vibe around me is just a lie. Useful lie though :D
Hehe... for the sake of everyone who claims me as a friend, I agree with them. Haha... well, I'm sure they're better judges of what a friendship is, so they might be right. Plus it propagates the rumor that I have friends in high places. Hehe, maybe I do, but I wouldn't know it. :P
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Typically, it's someone who thinks they had a great influence on my life. Dammit, it was high school people, it was a very insignificant part of of my life. I don't even remember most of it.
All this is only inflating my ego. Bastards.
It was my fault that high school wasn't memorable. I never went out to parties or participated in things. I don't regret it though, now I get to lord my opinion of high school over those who still haven't gotten over their high school traumas.
I guess I was putting out a "Please help me, I am a nerd and everyone picks on me" vibe all throughout high school. Thing is, I never was picked on; I suppose that "help me!" vibe attracted the right people. I was a loner, but no one picked on me, everyone was friendly, or at least, suppressed their urge to poke and prod because I was "in" with "those people", or so a lot of people thought. The people who were being friendly, it seems they where trying to help me because of an apparent aura of sadness surrounding me. I just thought they were weirdos. Heck, even my friendship with the girl I call my best friend is a bit iffy. Sometimes it seems we're just keeping up appearances, holding up a facade for the world to gawk at. I guess in high school my fake aura meshed well with hers. No, wait, we became friends because I tolerated/didn't give a damn about her oddities. Ah damn, just remembered she was a redhead at the time. Damn redheads... I am such a sucker for red hair.
I must be awful at expressing emotion. My poor Dad can't read me properly, and it really frustrates him. I have to hug him once in a while to reassure him. Really sucks though, I hate physical contact.
I have no friends, I am no good at keeping friendships alive, but I am not unhappy. That weird vibe around me is just a lie. Useful lie though :D
Hehe... for the sake of everyone who claims me as a friend, I agree with them. Haha... well, I'm sure they're better judges of what a friendship is, so they might be right. Plus it propagates the rumor that I have friends in high places. Hehe, maybe I do, but I wouldn't know it. :P
COMMENT IF YOUR MY TRUE FRIEND!!!!!!
Take the quiz:
What Aura Colour Are You?
Orange
Having an orange aura means you are very self-confident. You most probably are a very smart person, and you always create and achieve your own unique goals. You are very successful and organized in life.
Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!
Previously