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this will probably be my last post for a while...we're moving to GA this Thursday, and between the actual physical move, the unpacking, the updating personal info, and the hardly posting anyways, it could be some time before i come back around...i'll still check in to read my friends page, if nothing else.
i'll take this moment to vent, if you don't mind.
after almost two years at my current job, tonight was my last night. i thought i was pretty close with the managment team, especially two of the women...we'll call them C&C. yesterday, my next-to-last day, they both promised to drop in this evening to say goodbye and one of them said she 'had something for me'. well, the hours passed tonight, and neither of them showed up. i'd considered both of them friends, and i'm really quite hurt by this. bill said it's probably because they don't want me to see them upset, but i think that if that's the case, they shouldn't have promised to come by. i don't give a shit about presents or anything, but to have two 'friends', who you may never see again, just ditch you...sigh. i'm not much with the tears, but it took a lot to keep them in on the way home.
i've been on a bit of a despression-downer kick the last few days, thinking back and realizing just how few friends i made during my time in SC. i worked with some cool people, and i'll try to keep in touch with a few, but most of them were forgettable, or at best unreliable. outside of work, i knew a handful of people, but the majority of them lived an hour away and becoming close just wasn't an option.
basically, i've spent almost two years with no friends other than bill. and as fantastic as he is, it's been really difficult. my people from michigan, most notably jim and dawn, have kept in touch, as real friends will do. but i really don't know if anyone here will even remember me in a few months. it's hard to realize that i'm leaving somewhere for the second time in less than two years, and in the long run, those two years have been more or less a loss.
i have some big plans and dreams for GA - living an hour from Atlanta will allow me to get involved with and start up some communities that i've wanted to be involved in for a long time, but was restricted by location. i know it's where i'm meant to be at this time in my life, i just pray that i have the energy and the good fortune to make it more worthwhile than my time in SC has been.
anyways.
if anyone wants to get in touch over the next week or so, the best thing to do is call my cell if you have the number, or email me at somacub@yahoo.com and i'll get back to you as soon as i can.
i'll take this moment to vent, if you don't mind.
after almost two years at my current job, tonight was my last night. i thought i was pretty close with the managment team, especially two of the women...we'll call them C&C. yesterday, my next-to-last day, they both promised to drop in this evening to say goodbye and one of them said she 'had something for me'. well, the hours passed tonight, and neither of them showed up. i'd considered both of them friends, and i'm really quite hurt by this. bill said it's probably because they don't want me to see them upset, but i think that if that's the case, they shouldn't have promised to come by. i don't give a shit about presents or anything, but to have two 'friends', who you may never see again, just ditch you...sigh. i'm not much with the tears, but it took a lot to keep them in on the way home.
i've been on a bit of a despression-downer kick the last few days, thinking back and realizing just how few friends i made during my time in SC. i worked with some cool people, and i'll try to keep in touch with a few, but most of them were forgettable, or at best unreliable. outside of work, i knew a handful of people, but the majority of them lived an hour away and becoming close just wasn't an option.
basically, i've spent almost two years with no friends other than bill. and as fantastic as he is, it's been really difficult. my people from michigan, most notably jim and dawn, have kept in touch, as real friends will do. but i really don't know if anyone here will even remember me in a few months. it's hard to realize that i'm leaving somewhere for the second time in less than two years, and in the long run, those two years have been more or less a loss.
i have some big plans and dreams for GA - living an hour from Atlanta will allow me to get involved with and start up some communities that i've wanted to be involved in for a long time, but was restricted by location. i know it's where i'm meant to be at this time in my life, i just pray that i have the energy and the good fortune to make it more worthwhile than my time in SC has been.
anyways.
if anyone wants to get in touch over the next week or so, the best thing to do is call my cell if you have the number, or email me at somacub@yahoo.com and i'll get back to you as soon as i can.