comics for a quarter!? to the nerdery!
as a quick note, i understand if no one reads this, in fact i expect no one to read it. i do promise, however, to try and read all ya'll's more often this summer, now that i've got some more freetime on my hands.
i'm at Delta Library b/c my parents dont have a working computer and my laptop rarely gets wireless interent at the house. come to think of it, mayhaps i'll look for some CDs. which reminds me that i owe CDs to the capital city library by lcc. i should do that tomorrow...maybe i'll stop by LCC for lunch too. hmm i can also pick up my pull too....sounds like a quaint little day, i must say.
so today is the first day of may. which i find to be good. its more signs of spring and plus my birthday is mixed in with it. i'll be turning duece duece which will be both exciting and depressing. exciting b/c saying duece duece is fun to say lol, and depressing because i'm getting older.
i am sooo happy that the semester is over and i just checked my grades for the semester which are as follows: A, BA, BA, B. long story short, this pleases me. however, my A class is only 3 credits unlike the others, which are 4 credits each, so i only have like a 3.48 GPA instead of 3.5. which quite perturbs me.
anyway, since being back in lansing, i have grown mixed feelings. its awesome to be back so i can hang out with people again (this past weekend and last night have been pretty cool), and its good and bad that i'll be having a job again, and it just plain sucks that i'll be living with my parents. since last night i've been feeling pretty meloncholy b/c my mom just won't stay off my back. i hate that i'm going to have to have "rules" to follow again, like last summer, b/c I'm used to be free and i already miss it. she keeps calling me reeminding me to do all this stuff i know i have to do and am going to do and she just drags on conversations about nothing and gets down on me for every little thing. its like no matter what i do, i still cant please them enough and its like they dont trust me or something., which is ridiculously ridiculous seeing how i honestly do not do anything "wrong." but whatever. they're parents and i'm a college student. i guess its the same old story for everyone, so i'll stop being a pab and try to stop complaining about it.
i went to BIg Lots yesterday and today to fill out paper work and do re-hire stuff, and I start back on Monday. lots of cool people still there, and i was warmly welcomed back which was nice, and i think i'm going to be put on truck which will be awesome, b/c i love it and stocking is by far better than cashiering and even recovery. i hate cashiering. i am also now more caught up with news and gossip, which i of course find to be pretty interesting.
i dont know, i'm afriad i'm going to fall into some sort of funk now. i was fine this weekend but now i feel bahful. when i get like this, i know i annoy other people and i act more stupid than usual. its already started to happen today. i just give up on things when i'm depressed and stop caring about things and piss people off. plus i become more anti-social. so hopefully this will pass soon. it will pass, but hopefully sooner than later. once i get used to everythin again maybe. i dont know. hanging out with chipper people will help, because i tend to feed off other peoples' feelings. if people are fighting or act depressed, i become increasingly bahful.
i feel so emo when i write in this thing. but luckily, since finally admitting to myself i am emo, i think its become easier to handle, heh.
here's to hoping this week ends better than its started.
slanche.
i'm at Delta Library b/c my parents dont have a working computer and my laptop rarely gets wireless interent at the house. come to think of it, mayhaps i'll look for some CDs. which reminds me that i owe CDs to the capital city library by lcc. i should do that tomorrow...maybe i'll stop by LCC for lunch too. hmm i can also pick up my pull too....sounds like a quaint little day, i must say.
so today is the first day of may. which i find to be good. its more signs of spring and plus my birthday is mixed in with it. i'll be turning duece duece which will be both exciting and depressing. exciting b/c saying duece duece is fun to say lol, and depressing because i'm getting older.
i am sooo happy that the semester is over and i just checked my grades for the semester which are as follows: A, BA, BA, B. long story short, this pleases me. however, my A class is only 3 credits unlike the others, which are 4 credits each, so i only have like a 3.48 GPA instead of 3.5. which quite perturbs me.
anyway, since being back in lansing, i have grown mixed feelings. its awesome to be back so i can hang out with people again (this past weekend and last night have been pretty cool), and its good and bad that i'll be having a job again, and it just plain sucks that i'll be living with my parents. since last night i've been feeling pretty meloncholy b/c my mom just won't stay off my back. i hate that i'm going to have to have "rules" to follow again, like last summer, b/c I'm used to be free and i already miss it. she keeps calling me reeminding me to do all this stuff i know i have to do and am going to do and she just drags on conversations about nothing and gets down on me for every little thing. its like no matter what i do, i still cant please them enough and its like they dont trust me or something., which is ridiculously ridiculous seeing how i honestly do not do anything "wrong." but whatever. they're parents and i'm a college student. i guess its the same old story for everyone, so i'll stop being a pab and try to stop complaining about it.
i went to BIg Lots yesterday and today to fill out paper work and do re-hire stuff, and I start back on Monday. lots of cool people still there, and i was warmly welcomed back which was nice, and i think i'm going to be put on truck which will be awesome, b/c i love it and stocking is by far better than cashiering and even recovery. i hate cashiering. i am also now more caught up with news and gossip, which i of course find to be pretty interesting.
i dont know, i'm afriad i'm going to fall into some sort of funk now. i was fine this weekend but now i feel bahful. when i get like this, i know i annoy other people and i act more stupid than usual. its already started to happen today. i just give up on things when i'm depressed and stop caring about things and piss people off. plus i become more anti-social. so hopefully this will pass soon. it will pass, but hopefully sooner than later. once i get used to everythin again maybe. i dont know. hanging out with chipper people will help, because i tend to feed off other peoples' feelings. if people are fighting or act depressed, i become increasingly bahful.
i feel so emo when i write in this thing. but luckily, since finally admitting to myself i am emo, i think its become easier to handle, heh.
here's to hoping this week ends better than its started.
slanche.