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[solusstella]

Just grrrrrr. I hate the fact that I needed HIM. And now he wants me back. As my friend Matt puts it, I was just his little on the side thing 1st quarter while he was going for that BIG FISH, the girl where everyone wants but no one can get. And now that he knows he has failed, he comes crawling back with his tail between his legs, expecting me to drop everything and come back to him. But wait a minute, I got over the fact that he stopped calling me to come hang out, stopped iming me to come hang out, I got over it. I moved on, I dealt with my bleeding wounds. But now he keeps iming me to come hang out, he's lonely, he has no one. But he doesn't understand that its not MY FAULT that its my one and only grandmothers birthday and I want to spend some time with her, after all, she is the ONLY grandparent I have left, the only one I have ever known, and she means the world to me. So sorry I can't drop everything to come hang out with you when you ask at bloody 12:30 am. Wouldn't it occur to him that I might have other plans, that I have a life outside of him.

One reaction comes to all of this....GRRRRR

Bright Eyes is my only comfort.