(no subject)
Heather called me on Wednesday. I haven't spoken to her since I basically called her a slut over the phone. Apparently since then, she hasn't slept around and had a lot of time to think. She realized that she didn't want to be taken advantage of anymore. She realized she wanted something real and meaningful. She then told me that she realized she misses me and that she truely does love me.
At first I didn't know how to take all this in. I haven't spoken to her in two months and have started to really get over her. Then she pulls this on me. She wanted to see me Thanksgiving morning before she headed back home to San Diego. I allowed her to. So we spent a couple hours just catching up and talking. She kept saying how much she loves me, that she was sorry and that she wanted me back. My feelings have remained unchanged for her since we broke up almost a year ago. So I think we're going to try and start over again. Am I crazy? I still love her. Most of the emtional pain I went through was my own fault by wanting to know everything in her life after me and trying so hard to get her to take me back.
After Heather and I spent time together at my house, we drove together to phoenix. She dropped me off at my grandparents house and then went to her's and left for San Diego later that evening. Thanksgiving was really nice. We had a lot of food. The usual stuff. Turkey, bread, mashed potatoes, yam, pie, stuffing, salad, green beans, etc. It was so good. There was so much food at my grandparent's, they had us take some leftovers home. Later when I got home that night, I ate more haha.
This morning I went shopping. It wasn't as hectic as I thought it'd be. Probably because I went in the afternoon. People are usually crazy and do their after Thanksgiving shopping at 6am. I went to Radio Shack, Target, Best Buy, and Circuit City to shop for friend's and family. Got stuff for my two cousins, my grandpa, Jared, Reid, Sonya, and Heather. And a little something for myself. :P 128mb compact flash card for my digital camrea. Only 12 bucks!!! I've been living on an 8mb card since I got my digital camrea over a year ago.
This weekend I have a ton of homework to do. Piority being my programming assignment, which shouldn't be too bad.
At first I didn't know how to take all this in. I haven't spoken to her in two months and have started to really get over her. Then she pulls this on me. She wanted to see me Thanksgiving morning before she headed back home to San Diego. I allowed her to. So we spent a couple hours just catching up and talking. She kept saying how much she loves me, that she was sorry and that she wanted me back. My feelings have remained unchanged for her since we broke up almost a year ago. So I think we're going to try and start over again. Am I crazy? I still love her. Most of the emtional pain I went through was my own fault by wanting to know everything in her life after me and trying so hard to get her to take me back.
After Heather and I spent time together at my house, we drove together to phoenix. She dropped me off at my grandparents house and then went to her's and left for San Diego later that evening. Thanksgiving was really nice. We had a lot of food. The usual stuff. Turkey, bread, mashed potatoes, yam, pie, stuffing, salad, green beans, etc. It was so good. There was so much food at my grandparent's, they had us take some leftovers home. Later when I got home that night, I ate more haha.
This morning I went shopping. It wasn't as hectic as I thought it'd be. Probably because I went in the afternoon. People are usually crazy and do their after Thanksgiving shopping at 6am. I went to Radio Shack, Target, Best Buy, and Circuit City to shop for friend's and family. Got stuff for my two cousins, my grandpa, Jared, Reid, Sonya, and Heather. And a little something for myself. :P 128mb compact flash card for my digital camrea. Only 12 bucks!!! I've been living on an 8mb card since I got my digital camrea over a year ago.
This weekend I have a ton of homework to do. Piority being my programming assignment, which shouldn't be too bad.