I just spent almost 2 hours on the phone with someone from Thailand troubleshooting their international modem problem. They spoke the most broken English I have heard in a while. Clearly I have angered the Gods, why else would they give me a call like that?
Otherwise, work is quiet today. Almost too quiet. I bet it's nice outside..sunny. Wish it was summer. Wish it was last summer. I miss last summer.
I got
hey its oliver.
i know you dont want to talk to me, i think you blocked me or something but i just want you to know how sorry i am about all that shit that happened. you have never done anything wrong to me and you never deserved to be treated badly by me or meghan. i didnt mean any of those things that i said or wrote. i know she didnt have a gun to my head but they werent my words. im sorry for calling you repeatedly. i didnt mean any of those things. when she hacked my myspace, i didn't even know and i would have never put that shit on there. i took it down as soon as i found out. i never wanted to hurt you. i am sorry i ever dragged you into things. meghan was just really threatened by you for obvious reasons i dont need to go into now. you have never been anything but awesome to me. you probably dont even care at this point but i just thought you should know. you are a very sweet and generous person. i have nothing but fond memories of you. im not looking for you to forgive me, i dont even expect to hear back from you. i just think you deserve an apology. you deserve much more than an apology. you seem happy, i hope your life is good. message from Oli about a week ago and didn't respond- I'm not going to. For those of you that don't already know the backstory, he was a dear friend of mine, a favorite friend actually, one of those people I adored the second we met and we were pretty close until he moved to NYC. Anyway, he unfortunately happens to be crazy, and so was his ex-girlfriend, who decided she wanted to harass me(and get Oli to harass me) last winter. It was such bullshit. I'm not replying, but this message did actually make me feel much better. Now maybe if I run into him around Seattle, I won't feel compelled to kick him as hard as I can in the balls.
I am excited for tomorrow night and Thursday night. I will be out and about and quite likely drunk for both occasions. I apologize ahead of time for bad dancing or drunk dialing. After barely drinking all quarter, my tolerance is not what it used to be :)